Tuesday, March 24, 2009
hello my second post today lolness
woke up and cooked for daddy as its his birthday to you
Happy birthday to you!
Happy birthday to you!
Happy birthday to daddy!
Happy birthday to you!
I love you daddy so much
Sorry if i made you angry
but deep inside my heart my love for you is priceless
then daddy went to work
stayed at home watched tv used notebook talked on the phone
until 3 o'clock then went to meet buyanaa honey
the two of us went to bank and my card had trouble again
bought tickets for the nairamdal camp
we are going on camp from 2nd april to 5th april
gonna have so much fun with chimgee babe and buyanaa honey
gonna to make new friends and gonna to make it memorable one
after that went to chimgee's house to meet her
then went to sunday pub to eat
then went to city shop to buy ice cream
after thAT buyanaa sent me home keke'
love her so much waited for daddy outside of house
then two of us came in
now daddy is watching tv while i am using notebook
didnt meet odhuu today i miss his face so much
i think its time for me to forget you so i am steading with erdenee
i will make sure i will fell in love with him
i am gonna to love him as much as i can
ok thats all for now
Labels: i want to hate you but i just cant, i will try to love you erdenee
Friday, March 20, 2009
yesterday davka really surprised me
he said he liked me i asked him why he likes me
he said that my mind and actions like a child hahas
i didnt reply his message simply cause i love odhuu
but now i want to forget him
i simply want to forget odhuu
today he was drunk i dunt mind him being drunk
and something happened that i seriously want to forget him
maybe i will stead with davka just in order to forget odhuu
ok i just dunt want to talk about him already
today was the last day of school
gonna have a two week holiday since today
today wanted to drink with odhuu all those but odhuu was drunk alr
so we didnt just kept company with anhaa and came home at 8
thats all for now
i was never hurt like that
my heart hurts
u made me broke up with chinzoo
even though i loved him
i gave him up for you
but u dissapointed me
i never felt in love like that
but now i am gonna to forget u
by forgiving u i wiill only suffer
i never cried for a boy
but i did for you
i even cried in public buses
i put on make up and my face was all black
u dunnu that u have no idea
how much i love you
i also dunt understand why u talked to me so wholeheartedly
i mean u told me that ur real younger sister died
that ur current dad is not ur real dad all those things
why did u hug me kissed me
i didnt mind u kissing on my neck and lips
doesnt that show that i love you
i am not gonna to care anymore
i give up i tried to be happy
i even gave up some of my studies just to spend time with you
i was exraordinary happy when u gave me flowers
and bracelet and now i guess all those things were dreams
i guess i was daydreaming today is the end of this stupid r/s
i dunt hate you odhuu cause i love you too much
but i am not even gonna to be friends with you if u dunt apologize
thats all read this and do some thinking please
Labels: i want to hate you but i just cant