Friday, March 20, 2009
yesterday davka really surprised me
he said he liked me i asked him why he likes me
he said that my mind and actions like a child hahas
i didnt reply his message simply cause i love odhuu
but now i want to forget him
i simply want to forget odhuu
today he was drunk i dunt mind him being drunk
and something happened that i seriously want to forget him
maybe i will stead with davka just in order to forget odhuu
ok i just dunt want to talk about him already
today was the last day of school
gonna have a two week holiday since today
today wanted to drink with odhuu all those but odhuu was drunk alr
so we didnt just kept company with anhaa and came home at 8
thats all for now
i was never hurt like that
my heart hurts
u made me broke up with chinzoo
even though i loved him
i gave him up for you
but u dissapointed me
i never felt in love like that
but now i am gonna to forget u
by forgiving u i wiill only suffer
i never cried for a boy
but i did for you
i even cried in public buses
i put on make up and my face was all black
u dunnu that u have no idea
how much i love you
i also dunt understand why u talked to me so wholeheartedly
i mean u told me that ur real younger sister died
that ur current dad is not ur real dad all those things
why did u hug me kissed me
i didnt mind u kissing on my neck and lips
doesnt that show that i love you
i am not gonna to care anymore
i give up i tried to be happy
i even gave up some of my studies just to spend time with you
i was exraordinary happy when u gave me flowers
and bracelet and now i guess all those things were dreams
i guess i was daydreaming today is the end of this stupid r/s
i dunt hate you odhuu cause i love you too much
but i am not even gonna to be friends with you if u dunt apologize
thats all read this and do some thinking please
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