Monday, September 15, 2008
i thought everything would be fine
i thought i will move on
but is there any space for me to move on?
life became even darker
i thought ztee would stay happy
i thought dashka would be alright
i thought everything would be fine but i am so wrong
ztee is emo
dashka and his gan hit pple
police will be coming down anytime
i cried for them but wad can i do?
take the blame? i really dunt want them to suffer
after all they are my friends
especially dashka i clearly remember the days we played
watched movie together smoke and played together
i was smiling when dad said to my mom
"be good to that boy maybe he will marry enk"
i was happy cause now i know my true feelings
i like dashka and not joshua
i didnt really cared about joshua
i dunt want him to suffer
too much things are hapenning
i cant take it
i want to help him badly but there is nothing i can do
i feel miserable
i need help
if yesterday if i went down i could tell him not to hit
but i didnt i feel miserable
it really hurts my heart
i just cant police take them away cause i love them
i love all my frenz no matter wad they are
bye. moodless