Tuesday, April 29, 2008
WE SAID FOREVER TOGETHER
IN GOOD TIMES AND BAD
AND NOW LOOK AT US
WE DONT EVEN TALK.
I GUESS THAT'S WHAT HAPPENS
ONCE YOU GET TO HIGH SCHOOL
OR MAYBE YOU JUST CHANGED OR MAYBE I DID TOO
WHATEVER HAPPEND BETWEEN US
I WANT YOU TO KNOW
I STILL REMEMBER THE OLD TIMES
STILL REMEMEMBER ALL YOUR JOKES
YOU WERE MY FRIEND ONE DAY AND I WAS YOURS
AND THOSE MEMORIES I CANT ERASE
THEY WILL ALWAYS BE THERE.
I told myself every time.
She loves me.
She didn't mean it.
She cares.
But does she?
I'm sick and tired.
I can't stand it.
Not another lie.
Not another 'sorry.'
She doesn't mean them.
You can hear it in her voice.
You can see it in her eyes.
I cant hear that voice anymore.
I cant see those eyes anymore.
I'm done.
No more lies.
No more sorrys.
But I stay up at night wondering.
Did she ever care?
Was her voice always that cracking tone?
Did her eyes always have that glimmer?
All those years without knowing.
The thought of it makes me want to shrivel up.
It makes me regret all those years.
Was there ever a time she wasn't like that?
Did she fool everyone?
Or am I just gullible?
I see her in the halls at school.
She looks at me with those eyes.
She says "hi" with that voice.
It gives me a feeling inside.
A sad one that makes me miss her.
But also a happy one that is glad I'm moving on.
Its 20 mins before tomorrow 30 April 2008 hahas.
Currently its my 4th post .
since tomorrow not going to school
i will not sleep so early
and dashka sorrie just now
i went my anger on u
and thanks for understanding me
and whenever i am sad u are always there for me
i realli dunnu why
last time i cried
and u were the one who helped me
remember the day i fought with my mom?
i realli love u as a friend
yeah.. miss u so much
we used to do silly things
i love you
and thanks for comforting me
i am planning to go back
and see you soon!
ztee: i thought u were close to me
and i thought u treated me as ur bestie
but it was just a lie
i am realli dissapointed
take care and last long with him
Hey bitch just **** off can or not?
Dunt make me polute my own blog
Labels: I will still go on with my life